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Wednesday, July 8, 2009
1:21 AM
why are things so complicated... why do u hav to talk behind me... i am your daughter leh... i really duno wad to say anymore.. u only think i am crazy.. say i no mood to study.. but do u know i tried so hard.. its just that u never see only.. thn u talk so much things.. i wished i didnt hav to hear them.. u made me hate u , u made me hate going home ..u made me so lost..so stress .. i cannot breathe .. everytime dad talks to me.. u add words- to make things worst.. i know how to think.. i know wads correct and wrong.... and my studies get that type of marks nt cos of wad.. its just that i did not put in enough effort.. u think i dun wan get good marks meh..? i duno y but i just hate the feeling of going home.. a home which is not like a home.. i duno y things become like that.. maybe later go home u going to ignore me again... i duno ... if u accepted it at first and work with me like a friend.. i will open up to u .. but u just start scolding me and keep nagging without really finding out what's the problem.. sometimes when i feel that i can trust someone in the house.. something happen to make me lose that trust..u know hw i feel when i am at home..? i love weekdays..i know dad is trying so hard to make our family better.. but i just hate it that when he talks, u add in.. if u cared more for me in the beginning, i may not have become like that.. someone times u try to be good to me then u suddenly use a knife and stab me at the back.. how can i trust u .. sometimes i duno what to do anymore.. i really very trapped.. so stress u know...everytime u tell people bad things about me..i duno what u gain..like yesterday..if i did nt earsdroped on ur conversation.. i may not have know everything and would still innocently believe u .. i know maybe u think what u doing is caring for me.. but the methods u use... makes me hate things even more.. i am so afraid of the feeling of going home u know.. i really dun like.. at school i am happier.. at home what ever i do u 2 just keep nag .. i try hard not to care.. but sometimes i just cannot take it u know....i feel that there's no one i can really talk to at home.. haix.. i am so afraid of going home.. u know.. nw i only left someone i can trust.. and u want to take that someone away..y must u do this to me..i dun feel loved or cared for when i am at home.. because i wan to prove it to u , I AM STUDYING VERY HARD NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will be a STRONG girl . Jiayous me ..<3>
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